I was embarrassed in the class during -Measurement ONE-.
I wasn't really happy on that day. Held my tears back and trying to act like nothing had happened.. I actually suffered.. Mentally.
Wasn't really awake at the moment when Teacher called out my name to answer the taking-off questions on the board in front of my classmates. I was shocked and couldn't react on those blurry questions.. She was teaching too fast on that morning :(. I couldn't even remember the timesing column she taught in the previous class....
And finally, I ended up raging Ms. Carlyn up. She said that she is so disappointed, She said that I did not concentrate in her class. But Ms. Carlyn, I want to tell you that I really concentrated in your class. I don't know why I forgotten how to do the questions but I really really concentrated in your class. Can't you see it? I couldn't do anything on that time but smile in an awkward way.
Although I am facing the whiteboard.. But I can feel that the whole class is looking at my back. I was so embarrassed on that time :(. Nervous but finally completed the questions. I dare not look at any of my classmates when I walked back to my seat. I concentrated (Emo-ed) for 3 hours after the incident.. I don't know what to do.. I don't know what reaction which I should give.. I felt so stupid.. So dumb.. I almost cried but I held my tears back.. What would my classmates think about me?
I am a stupid student.. I can't even answer simple questions.. Simple Mathematical questions... Maybe its because I'm lazy or maybe unlucky. But I really don't like that kind of feeling :(. I was depressed and even thought of changing my course cause I'm not interested in Mathematics... Not even simple calculations.. I want to do things I like.. I want to take courses which involve things that I'm interested in..
Sad but acted like nothing actually happened throughout the day. I can tell no one but you bloggie.. :(. Sighs.. I don't want these things to happen on me anymore..
Think positive! I'm gonna 'suck' every single beautiful happenings to my life and I want a better life! I will change it no matter how.
Depressed..
I wasn't really happy on that day. Held my tears back and trying to act like nothing had happened.. I actually suffered.. Mentally.
Wasn't really awake at the moment when Teacher called out my name to answer the taking-off questions on the board in front of my classmates. I was shocked and couldn't react on those blurry questions.. She was teaching too fast on that morning :(. I couldn't even remember the timesing column she taught in the previous class....
And finally, I ended up raging Ms. Carlyn up. She said that she is so disappointed, She said that I did not concentrate in her class. But Ms. Carlyn, I want to tell you that I really concentrated in your class. I don't know why I forgotten how to do the questions but I really really concentrated in your class. Can't you see it? I couldn't do anything on that time but smile in an awkward way.
Although I am facing the whiteboard.. But I can feel that the whole class is looking at my back. I was so embarrassed on that time :(. Nervous but finally completed the questions. I dare not look at any of my classmates when I walked back to my seat. I concentrated (Emo-ed) for 3 hours after the incident.. I don't know what to do.. I don't know what reaction which I should give.. I felt so stupid.. So dumb.. I almost cried but I held my tears back.. What would my classmates think about me?
I am a stupid student.. I can't even answer simple questions.. Simple Mathematical questions... Maybe its because I'm lazy or maybe unlucky. But I really don't like that kind of feeling :(. I was depressed and even thought of changing my course cause I'm not interested in Mathematics... Not even simple calculations.. I want to do things I like.. I want to take courses which involve things that I'm interested in..
Sad but acted like nothing actually happened throughout the day. I can tell no one but you bloggie.. :(. Sighs.. I don't want these things to happen on me anymore..
Think positive! I'm gonna 'suck' every single beautiful happenings to my life and I want a better life! I will change it no matter how.
Depressed..