You knw when ..

You know when:
1) you can't stop thinking about him;

2) your heart rate increases when you see him and
when his name is mentioned;

3) when you say the silliest things when you talk to him and
realize it only hours after you talked to him;

4) you're jealous when you see him around other girls;

5) you can't wait 'till he asks you out;

6) you can't wait 'til you see him next time;

7) you feel like you ate a lot of chocolate but you
don't have this guilt for eating taht much chocolate;

8) you are unusally happy even when your day is long and
boring because he just called you to say hi.


You know you're in love when you'll make sacrifices, regardless of how rash and stupid they may be, to make your lover happy. Love is when you think about the person every moment an relate everything you see and hear to him/her. Love is when you know you can trust your lover in every way, to keep you safe, to keep you happy, and to keep you, period.


Love is simplicity and happiness with some sadness. You know you're in love with someone when your heart beats too fast and you run out of breath. And you search for the right words to say when you're in front of him/her but it takes forever..

31st January 2009 , Saturday 7.19 pm .

..... Saturday ....

... Wad a day ...
Juz woke up and find out that my throat pains badly ...
@.@ .... Arghs .. 好辛苦 x.x ...

Eee .. so sad sia .....
Couldnt giv full love to someone .....
Haix ... So shi bai ......
Sorrie x.x ....

And wad the ...... he shoulnt do that to me lorz ..
We shouldnt do that together lorz ......
Somehow .. i am now suffering ...
Rahhs .... Dunno wad to do lar ...
So shy ..................
Humph ~ !
我不管了 !


-31th January 2009 , Saturday 3.14 pm .

......

Arghs .... Had a nice time with someone ... =x
Yesterday's yesterday x.x .. , From 1 am ~ 5 am O.O ... Kekeke =x ..
Memories ~ ahaz :D ..

Well .... @.@ Quite sad norh ...
Kena called to STFU ... X.X ...
Hais ~ ... ~ Ahaz .. Dunno wad happen norh ...
Forget it bahs ...

Todae .... @.@ ... About .. 12am like this ...
Sick ... o( x . x )o .. Throat pain so badly sia ...
Hais ... Cannot eat ler ...... Tired sian CNY ....
Dunno wad to do ....
Got shuai ge come to my grandma's house ...
DAMN SHUAI LOR ....
And .. Wad the -.- .. He's such a horny pervert -.- ...
"Alicia will suck my dick if shes here " ...
^ One of his sentences @.@ ..
Alot more ..... Lazy to list xD ..
Dissapointed ..

Getting my new phone tonite gua ..
Hehe ... Luckily can save sms to sim card ..
But some only larhs ~
So I can always see their msg ...
When i want to :D ..

Bye for now guys O.O ..

-3 Jan 2009 , Friday

Had some games ^^

Muahaha ~~
We had some CNY Games =DDD
Called "比手画脚"

-Made up of 8 groups ~ (Anyone)
-Each group 3 members
-One member 比 , 2 members guess wads
da answer ^^ ..
-Prizes
1st RM 90 .. For a group
2nd RM 60
3nd RM 30

Hehes ... Quite fun de worr ~~~
Made alot of jokes ahaz ~~
Laughed alot xD ...

Had fun .... ~
And our group got 3rd ~~~ xD
Each ppl of group member Got 10 $ ;DD .. Hehes =D
My didi's Group GET 1st !!! .. 90$ ... $.$ =X ...
Ahaz .. SO lucky ^^

All the best in new year orh ^^

-27th January 2009 , Tuesday 10.21 pm .

Day 2 Of CNY ......

Day 2 of CNY ....

Get to my relative's house ... ~
Big house ... double storey ~~~

Went to take ang paos ...
From my Big Aunt =) ..
While I was lining up to wait for my turn ...
to take ang paus ...


One of my cousin .... Who's older than me by 2 years old ...
Suddenly hugged me from my back ....
(Shocked , Why does this always happen to me .. )
And put his head on my shoulder ..........
After awhile .... He only take off his head from my
Shoulder ...& I took my ang pao ...
Felt Warm =X ... I wish it was someone else I Love ......
Ahaz .. But he's quite shuai too ^^ ..

(Its TRUE ... NOT LYING ... ) SWEAR ...

[LG ~! Dun Jealous Le worr .........
I want to write it here as a memory .....
ONLY ... GodBlessYou LG <33333333333333333333]

GOD BLESS SPIKE KORKOR <33333333333333333333

-27th January 2009 , Tuesday 10.13 pm .

Day 2 of CNY ....

Very late lerr ~~~

3am .. Almost 4~~ ^^

Thats the time after i called lg for 16 mins =X

Costs RM 5 ;DD Hehes ^^

Took some colourful pictures ~~

-27th January 2009 , Tuesday 10.00 pm .-

Tiredy and fun CNY ^^

First day of CNY ~~

Happy New Year Everyone :D ..

Wish all had a great CNY ~

We played some fire crackers .. At night ~~ ^^

Here are some pics ~

HAPPY 牛 YEAR ~~~ ^^

Waahh ... Weird dream wor ...

Yesterday Nite nar ~ Smsed with KhKorkor ..
Until 2am ++ .. then i fell asleep with the TV On ...

Had a weird dream ....
I'm in school ...
There are some guys in school bullying me ..
They took my bag away ...
I cried alone in the corner of the wall ...
Then ... Kh korkor camed ...
Called me not to cry le ~
But i still cant stop crying ...
My bag ~~ Hw am i suppose to Go to sch ... @.@

He suddenly kissed my lips ..
Trying to make me stop crying .. (Guess so)
And I stopped crying for real O.o ( Of course in that dream)
He rub my head .. And (If i am not wrong he said)
:"Didi guai guai , Dun cry ler "
When i was trying to get up ...
I waked from the DREAM ...
Noooo ~.~ Ahaz =X ..
(End Of Dream)

Woke up and gone to my ah ma's house for lunch ~~
Had a nice lunch ~ Oishi !!
Get home lor ~~ played Audi ..
with lg ~~
He camed in the rm ...
And treat me like as we are not cpls ...
He told me that ... He dunwan ppl to noe ...
Coz he dowan to lose me ....
But ... It let me think that we are tgt illegal ...
But he promised not to do that again ~
[Cleared] Hehes ;D Muacks Lg =X


SpikeKorkor ... Today sounds scarrie =X ...
Ahaz .. He's so coldd .... Dun dare to talk much ...
Wish he got better ^^

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone ^^ !

Going to Grandma's house to eat dinner again ^^
Byebye ;DDD

25th January 2009 , Sunday 8.22pm .

Last day of sch to Chinese New Year Holiday ~

Today ... Okok day ~~ ^^

At sch nehs .. Today Pn.Soo got better Ahaz ~~
She told us that ... In Holland .. Theres a town
named amsterdam ? She said ... The town ...
Is fulled of shops ... Selling ... Sex toys ..
And prostitution going there ...
All the shop walls are made of Glass ..
So the prostitute can wear bikini and show pose through
the glass to let the customers to see .. ~ =X ..
Some dun even wear the tops ...
And she shows breast ... -..-

Pn.Soo also said They need license to be a prostitute ..
And its legal in Holland ?! ..
One of my fren asked .. "How about Aids?" ..
Pn.Soo said that they need to go through a medical
checkup before they become a prostitute ..
They can only take the license after the medical checkup ..

Pn.Soo Ah Pn.Soo ... Good in this topic ..
Is this English Class or Sexual class ... =X ..
Hehes ..

Got home early today ...
Coz its Friday ~~ ^^ ..


23th January 2009 , Friday 8.38 pm .

Tired day ...

Yawnz ... Woke up at 5.30 am .. 15 mins late todae ..
Ahaz .. prepare everything ... and sms someone to say ohaiyo ~ =X
Slept in buss ~~ xD Today slept quite long... until the bus reached school ..

Early in the morning .. our school alreadie playing Chinese New Year song ~
Sang some ~ Ahaz .. =X Quite nice ^^ ..

Today Pn.Soo turned into Hell Girl ~ Juz as wad she said ..
She's so scariie when she is angrrie ...
She always smiles .. But .. Today .. we made her angry ..
We were quite noisy .. and its like no teacher in the classrm ..
and she suddenly bang the table .. ~! Scare dao WO !!!!
I sit second row in front only lehs ...
She Throwed the marker pen towards the whiteboard ..Hardly ..
And said : " I AM NOTUR SEC 1 SEC 2 TEACHERS .. DN EVER
TREAT ME LIKE THIS .. AND I TOLD U .. U WONT LIKE ME
WHEN I AM ANGRIIE .. "

Fully peace in our class ... no one dare to speak a word ...
Shes totally scarrie ... -..- ... When she is angrie ..
Silences remains until she left our class ..
She said something before she left .. :"I dun like to be angrrie ..
I really dun like to be angry ..
And u wont like me when i am angrrie ..
Soo ... dun make me angry .."

xDD .. Scarrie day ~~~~
After sch .. i hav activities ..
Chess .... -..- ...
I do nothing in the activities ...
Juz sit on a chair and making .. Fantasy warriors ..
In my mind ~ My own creation of new fantasy ^^ ..
Lame rite ? ... No choice .. nothing to do .. ahaz ...

My fren took me home .... And i hav tuition ...
Busy day .. @.@ .. online for awhile ..
if i am not wrong .. Spike korkor is not online ~~
Weird .. ahaz .. Left some msg to him .. Uhh hmm ..

Went to tuition ... and get along with my Science & Maths ..
Shun Jie .. His sound ... OMG ... Super nice lehs ...
Ahaz .. Like that voice =X ...
Hehes .. Enjoy the tuition ..
Especially Science ^^ .. I Love Science ~~~

After tuition .. Junior didi sms me worrz ..
He forgotten that i hav tuition xD ..
Said gd nite ~~
And smsed with Kh korkor for i think an hour ?
Chatted something ...

At 11.40 .. Was going to fell alseep ..
Msg tone rangg .. Its Lg ~~ ^^ ..
Call me to sms him ~~


Fell alseep ...
Zzzzz....

Nitesnites ^^ ..

22th January 2009 , Thursday -NoTime- ..

.....

Today PJK .. Saw Ian Lim .. So cute narhss him xD
Running here and there .. duno wad to do during the class ..
=X ..

Feeling tired .. today .. @.@ dunno why ...
Ahaz ... =3 ..
Got back home .. Had lunch and dinner by myself ..
~.~ ...
Took some new pictures ..

Such a boring lonely tired day .. -...- ...
Nite time .. as usual ... Online in msn ~ played a few rounds of audi ...

Today quite alot of ppl choi me lehz ~ Ahaz =X Happy =] ..
Despo of smsing ~~ Who can sms me rahhhs =X ...

Nites nites ~ ;D ..
Sweet dreams everyone ^^ ...

=X ..

20th January 2009 , 10.32 pm .

... T..T ..

Miss em so much ...
I can only spend a few hours with em everyday only ..
Sometimes .. not even an hour ...
.. I am sooo soo soo sad ...
I ... Love ... You ...

Today Junior didi Stomachache narhs ...
Pity T.T .. God bless Him ..
Love you didi ^^ ..

='(

19th January 2009 , 6.42 pm .

xD ..

Today nite nerr ...
Hmm ~ Quite ok le lar ~
Bought some new shirts in SushineSquare ~
Then got Korkor Didi Concern about me ~
Feel Much better xD
Thanks to Kh Korkor ~ Junior didi ~ ^^ Spike korkor ~
Muacks ~ =X .. Love u guys ~

^^ ... Dowan to think anything about it ler ~
Juz let it go .. Theres nothing to do about it also ..
Sad also useless ...
Control myself ~~~
Refresh ~!
Tomorrow is a brand new day =D !
ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW ~~ =D

- ^^ -

14th January Wednesday 2009 , 11.16 pm .

Wad a day ...

Today Sucks T..T ..
Shuai ge didnt come to school ...
I forget to bring 2 books to school ... Teacher minus 1 marks from
my cosworks ... Left 29 % now ..
T.T ....

The time after recesss ... i had a stomach ache ..
Damn pain -..- ... The type that is almost going to faint @.@ ..
After i went to the toilet .. Pain decrease ~ . ~ .. Though still
a little bit pain =X ..

Muahaha ~& & Saw Kh Kor =X ~ He had got more handsome
than before xD ! With a tie on his neck =P ..

Sat bus home ... i took RC 5333 ... though the old bus got home
faster ... Coz i feel more comfortable in RC 5333 than (WC) ones ..

The first thing i get home ... i look at my phone ...
I saw incredible sad news ...
My heart broke into pieces ... when i saw that sms ...
But however ... he told me he will leave me one day ...

Today is the worst day that i ever had ...
I think its the end of us ...

I cried ... in that afternoon ... sadly .. T.T ..>

- Heart broken -

14th January Wednesday ,2009 7.56 pm .

Wahaha .. Second day of school ...
Today .. assembly for 2 hours + .. I keep fell asleep =x ..
No PJK ~ .. Coz of the lame lame assembly ..
Rahhhss T.T ...

Today when are on Moral Class ...
Miss Cheam said a line of word ...
If its urs , its urs . If Its Not yours , Dun Jealous ..
My brain suddenly pooof out some ppl ...
@.@ .. Jealousy is sad ...

Theres a Shuai ge in our class O..O ..
Dun noe him lur ..
xD ..

- ._. -

6th January Tuesday , 2009 , 7.54 pm .

Sch's opening ...

School school school ~~ @.@ I HATE SCHOOL ...
This year got Big Exams narh .. Sec 3 ... So sad !!!
Dunno can online mar .. SobSob .. Sure will miss them all T.T ..

I WILL MISS EUU ALL MY FRENS ~
I will keep in touch wth u guys ~ By smsing =D
No need reply also can ~
Juz wan eu guys to remember me ~ The childish Trasher xDDD ..
..................................................................................................

Lastly LOL .. I hate school @.@ .. =x
This year fast fast over ~~ So i can play again xD ..
All the best for my sch results ~ =D

- O.O -

-4th January Suday 2009 , 7.20 pm .

Hurhur ..

Hurhur .. Today Spike korkor's birthday lurr ~
I phone him yesterday nite , at 12am sharp of my phone ~ Wished Happy Birthday Korkor ~ xD
Then turned speechless ~ Coz so many ppl talking .. Confused xD
And dunno wad to say also =x Shyyy .. =P ..
Closed after 2min ++ Coz dunno wad to sae .. Hurhur ~

After I phone leh .. I send another sms for him lor .. Wish again ~
Then this morning leh .. wish again at msn =x
Go in Audi Wish again @.@ ...
So annoyin @.@ .. Mei wan mei liao ... xD
I am like this de lurr .. So stupid >.> .. Haha ~

I wonder wad he wish for his Birthday ~ O.O ..
Anyway ~ All the best in the future korkor ~
God Bless him ..
Love euu ~ <33>

- =D Birthday Korkor -

4th January Sunday 2009 , 7.05 pm .

Hohoho ~

Tomorrow is Spike Korkor's Birthday ~
Wahaha ... Hmm ... Wan to giv him somekind of surprise ?
Maybe I can phone him and say Happy Birthday To him O.O ..
Wad will happen if i do that xD ..
Rahhs ... Hope that I am in SG ... So that I can buy present for him ~
My Beloved Spike korkor ~! Muackk =3
Love euuu <33333>
Hohoho ~ U really treat me great ?
And I somekind of cant forget u for sometime ?
Hurhur ...

And the most important part !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR ~ <33333>

- =)) -

-3rd January Saturday , 2.36 pm .

School sucks T.T ..

I hate School ~~~~ @.@ ...
I will not be able to see them for sometime .. maybe months .. Days .. Or 1 year ..
Rahhhss ... Big exam comin ~! Time to chiong ~! So that I can get good results ..
Boooooooooo ~ PMR -.- ...
Today , My parents went to somekind of Badminton thingy ...
So I can online so early in the morning ..
Should be happie or sad O.O .. LOL ...

-='(-

-3rd January , Saturday , 9.49 am .

......

I really want to know the ans ...
Wad do u really feel in ur heart ??
Nvm for now ... Dun want you to reply me ..
Dun wan u to emo again .. And more confused ..
Ahaz ~
The most important is to Stay Happie =)

-Hehe =P -

-2nd Januray 2009 , 9.40 pm .

Lame and boring short vacation ?

I went to genting highlands yesterday~ Juz camed back today ...
Its soooo boring @.@ ... T.T ..
Its cold ... Need Somebody warm to hughug ;DDD .. Keep me warm xD .
Hehe .. We done nothing ~ I juz sat in the internet cafe for 2 hours ...
Waiting for someone to online ...
Wait and wait and wait ~ 2 hours over .. It tooks me RM 30 ~ !!
DAMN EXP ...
He didnt online ~ Hes in sch .. and i forgotten ...
Hurhur ~~ Jiayou in new year bahhs ~

-BORING =\-

-2nd January 2009 , 9.30 pm .

I am sorrie ...

Sorrie ..
I didnt mean to say those things juz now ..
I am really on fire juz now ... damn hot ...
I am reallie sorrie !!!
Forgiv me please ? ...

-Sorrie- =\

-1st January 2009 , 12.33 am .