Casper Loh

Casper Loh
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Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Unlucky day ? LOL.

Ahh :D . I'm back bloggie x) ! So.. I'll be updating a post for 2 days ago ( Monday ). I am accepted  to be in TARC college now as a student and 'enjoying' college life. I'm currently living in a hostel sharing with 12 people. 3 roommates and 9 housemates. Many fun and conflicts happened between. Its sometimes fun and somtimes annoying. That's just a kind of weird feeling. Sighs, many things happened in this 2 months after National service and I couldn't update everything.( An important one to update. I bang-ed into a toyota corolla and made my father pay 2k + for the repairing fees. :(. I drove when I  werr sleepy D: DANGEROUS AND LUCKILY No life are taken away. What a expensive and shocking experience x(. )


     Woke up 8.30a.m as usual for class today at 9.00am. I felt like sleeping more :@ !


     After Building Construction, the gang "checked in" to our hotel again :x. Ate 'reunion' breakfast together :P. Cuz we looked like a big family eating reunion 'breakfast' sitting at a round table enjoying food :x.


After the 'reunion breakfast, I planned to write my essay for AELE but too bad Niicky played the movie called ' The superhero movie' some sort of the parody of spiderman and some other super hero movies.


I laughed so hard xD. But I finally finish it off also during a break after building construction tutorial. 


I LOVE ENGLISH <3. Class finally ended at 5pm.


Went home and watched a Thai movie. It's about a girl who was not pretty and she changed a lot and became a pretty girl afterwards because of a senior in her school.
I love it.





After that movie, housemates and I planned to play badminton. It started at 9 but we went there early. We played like crazy. I like the feeling of exercising.. Maybe it's because I haven't exercise for a long time already. I use all of my energy to play and I got so exhausted. 


We decided to go to McDonald for supper but unfortunately, I bang-ed again into a red Toyota Estima.. I drove through a red light and bang-ed in to the car while I reverse luckily nothing serious happened. Everything were settled peacefully. Panic panic panic D:<. I don't one the toyota corolla incident to happen anymore. Why am I always banging in to toyota ._.. Wonder wonder wonder.


     We thought everything would be fine after that but again.. McDonalds at sunrise is closing at 12 although 24 hours is written there. We didn't notice what happen and Chien Ping suggested us to go to Green Lane McDonalds. I complained that that will be very far away but we went there anway. Melvyn drove there xD. I need to recover from my panic. 
     
     And what the hell.. When we reach, we saw a few groups of people leaving McDonalds and we felt something wrong. We parked and went to see whats actually happening. We saw a notice pasted on the front door stating that all of the McDonalds even 24 hours ones will be closed at 12midnight. We were very disappointed.. McDonalds is clearing something I guess.. We come this far and get this kind of shit ._.. We finally ate our supper in a Malay shop selling all kinds of food. Many of us ate Nasi Pattaya and only one of our girl housemate at normal fried rice. The food was okay and the Milo was great.


Enjoyed xD.
We reached home at about 1.30a.m after dropping Zhi Ren back to his hostel. Me and my roommates felt so tired and we even slept on the floor. We bathed and slept.

I enjoyed this wonderful day :).

Hehe, Good night peeps.
I will continue this blog after today!

Tatas.



Wednesday, April 4, 2012

4th of April , Late at night . FUTURE PLANS .















Hello to my lovely blog LOL .

It's been a long time since I blogged .
Well , I'm lazy and I almost forgotten about my blog .
This is so so so so so bad of me :( .

OKAY , straight to the point .
It's 2012 now and I'm soon starting my college life ..
Which means ..
No more uniforms , no more ( short hairs as in following the school rule's short hair . )
No more ' Ketat ' rules !
But this is not the reason why I don't choose form 6 and go for TARC .
I mean .. Seriously no way right ..
Deciding my future with this ?

Besides , I've already got over PLKN a.k.a National Service .
From 1st of January to 16th of April . A total of 77 days I suppose .
It was quite a fun experience and of course I kept good memories from there in my head :D .
Although I didn't want AT ALL to go there at first when I receive the message that I'm chosen ~.~ .
/ - \ . I managed to get over all this and the most proud thing of me in PLKN is I didn't even get a MC from the doctor before xD .
I enjoyed Flying fox , kembara halangan and the so called ' Tali Tinggi ' and ' Kayak ' .
But I HATE WIRA JAYA , which we need to go into the jungle and actually stay inside .
But we didn't anyway :D . Thanks to the rain and my 'Komandan' :x .

Okay back to the point .
I'm taking a Technology course in TARC about Quantity Surveying .
Well , the adults said that it's a good course ..
I asked opinions from my cousin that took buildings as a course few years back .
I felt it's quite a good course to take ..
Although the things that I'm gonna study will consist of the subject that I hate the most in school .
MATHS .
But it's only using basic maths .. As in Plus , minus , times and divide .
Not modern maths / Additional maths ..
So it okay for me :x .
I've registered and now waiting for the offer .
The guy who 'served' me told me that it'll arrive 1/2 weeks later .
I've thought of taking Mass Communication / Business Administrations ..
But after listening to people's comments , opinions OR advice ..
I decided to take Quantity Surveying .
God helped me too xD .

SO ....
I'm gonna throw away my laziness and start a seriously new and meaningful life .
Set targets and work hard to achieve them .
I believe in myself .
YOU CAN DO IT !
More and more fresh things are coming into my life and my brain ..
The process of turning into an adult ..
I need to face so many problems that sometimes I really felt my head is bursting ..
:( .
I really want time to go back , but I know this is impossible ..
Face the reality ..
I've got a long journey to go ..
Which means ..
I have no choice but to look forward ..

And and and , something which is not that important .
I changed my name for the last and ever .
My aunt taught me how to count my name in an Indian way . ( Forgotten what is it called . )
So .. This would be last and that's all for today , Good Night :) .

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Wednesday, September 28, 2011

29th of September . - Car Test Day -

It's been like a week after the trial exam .
So far , I'm only satisfied with my English paper .

Sighs .
The moment of getting back our own results is super duperly scarrie .
For now , I only hope that I can get myself out from the school safely with the graduation certificate .
Pray pray pray pray pray .

By the way ..
I don't really like the way of my friends comparing the results of the exam although I know that it's only some sort of joking way in between us .
It's just ...
Kinda uncomfortable for some reason ..

ANYWAY .
My car test day !!
It's tomorrow , the 29th of Sept !
Hmm ..
I'm seriously nervous now at 10.29 pm ..
Must do well in tomorrow's test .
Getting myself to bed now to make sure that I can focus well .
Good luck to myself !

And Good Night Peeps . :) .

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Thursday, June 16, 2011

- Ma Life :') ?





Guess I'ma start my new life uhh ? :') .

Gambateh AloySama ! :@ .


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Saturday, May 14, 2011

感 触 ♥ 梦 幻 篇 ..



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像是个无人无物的沙漠里 ..
吹着沙风走着 ..
不知不觉 ..
已走到了沙漠边界的一座树林里 ..
( 沙漠里有树林么 ? 不懂 ... 梦是这样发的 . )

树林里弥漫着淡淡的花香 ..
周围高大的数目一瞬间变成了一堆堆的花草 ..
一个清澈的小池在烟雾中慢慢显现 ..
而你 ..
就站在另一端 ..
望着你的脸 ..
再看看我们的距离 ..
原来 ..
我们的之间的距离 已有那么的远 ..

池水并不深 ..
几朵莲花在池水上悠哉的躺着 ..
我小心的向你走去 ..
涟漪在脚底下慢慢散开 ..
眼看你已在退步 ..
我赶紧冲往你的方向 ,
鞋底的水花散乱的溅开 ..

我抓着你的手 ..
不想让我们的距离继续扩大 ..
紧抱着你 ..
冰冷的心 ..
渐渐暖和了起来 ..

可你却把我推开 ..
试着想要离开 ..
我紧拉着你的手 ..
不想放你走 ..
' 我不想要你离开我 .. '
心里默念着 ..

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想开口对你说 ..
却再怎么努力都说不出半句话来 ..
而你 ..
只是冷冷的望着我 ..
不告诉我任何原因 ..
我想知道的答案 ..
在哪里 ?

我不想放手 ..
时间就停留在我紧握你的手的时刻 ..
看似花园的树林里的一切 ..
也在此停顿了下来 ..
慢慢散开着的涟漪也不例外 ..

' 放手吧 .. 放手吧 .. '
这让人心痛的话 ..
一直在耳边响着 ..

惊醒了 ..
屋外下着大雨 ..
这个夜晚 ..
显得特别凄凉 ..

辗转难眠的我在床上翻滚着 ..
深思着还未上演完的梦 ..
猜想着梦的结果 ..

【 P . S : 我 .. 不 想 放 弃 你 .. 真 的 不 想 .. 】

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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

- 不 知 道 该 怎 么 办 的 我 -

心 情 : 不 错 .

我常在想 , 如果有那天我没主动找你 ..
你会不会主动来找我 ?
我不敢试 ..
因为我怕我会失望 ..

面对你 ..
我变得好没安全感 ..
你在忙着做自己东西的时候 ..
我的头脑会不受控制的一直想着你 ..
担心你会和某些人太亲密 ..
担心他们会把你从我身边抢走 ..
担心你不再理我 ..

我离谱到会打电话检查你有没有跟别人讲电话聊天 ..
一直问你在干嘛 ..
我好过分很幼稚对吧 ?
唉 ..

原谅我不能控制自己 ..
总会因为你而担心这个担心那个 ..
有时甚至会担心得失眠 ..
尤其是你生病的时候 , 不开心 , 难过的时候 ..

有时候 ..
我还会问自己 ..
为什么会被那么一个人控制着 ..
不能自拔 ..
还有越陷越深的迹象 ..

我该怎么办 ?
又是一个没有解答的问题 ..

【P.S : 我 还 在 等 你 , 你 知 道 么 ? 】

- 完

- 9 / 5 / 2011 - 日记本 - 星期一晚上 -





Monday, May 9, 2011

- 累了


心 情 : Depressed & Tired .



老实说 ,
我累了 ..
真的累了 ..
真的真 的累了 ..
真的真的真的累了 ..
真的真的真的真的累了 ..
我到底还能撑多久 ?

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【 P.S : 卢 俊 锦 , 你 要 坚 持 .. 不 可 以 轻 易 放 弃 .. ! Gambateh ! 】

- 9 / 5 / 2011 . * Mickey 雨蛙 .


Sunday, May 8, 2011

- 晴 天 娃 娃 的 悲 , 有 谁 看 到 ??

心 情 : 半 阴 半 晴 ..



晴 天 娃 娃 的 悲 , 有 谁 看 到 ?

♥ ..

【P.S总是在你面前开开心心的人 .. TA 是真正的开心么 ? 还是想掩饰些什么 ?】

- ♥ 8/5/2011 .

Saturday, May 7, 2011

- 今天的心情

心 情 : 阴 天 .

今天的你 , 出去玩了整天 ..
想你 , 但不想打扰你 ..
好无奈 ...

我生病了 ..
还好 ..
现在好多了 ..
早上你对我关心 ..
虽然是生气的口气 ..
但真的让我感觉很温暖 ..
谢谢你 ..
让我开心了一下子 .. :)

今天也问了你关于和一个人恋爱中的事情 ..
你说只是玩玩而已 ..
我不懂是真是假 ..
只能选择相信 ..
因为你有权利选择告诉我事实与否 ..

我的心一直揪着 ..
我好想知道 ..
你到底在想什么 ..
我好想要你面对 ..
不想要你逃避 ..

- 完 .

P.S 【 我 爱 你 .. 】

- 7/5/2011 .

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

- It's holiday again > < .

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Well ..
It has really been a long time since I updated my blog ..
It's all because of laziness .
Hmm ..
It's time to start the main topic :D .

This few months of ma life were so damn unsteady and horrible .
First time experiencing these ..
Which I really don't like it .
So .. I don't think i'm gonna talk about it .
Let it pass .
Let it fade away ..
Really far away from my memories ..

Maybe ..
I'll start my new life very soon .
Which would be very very hard for me ..
But ..
I have no choice but to do so ..
I don't have anyone along to support me ..
So .. I would have to walk over it myself ..
Or perhaps .. Run over it ..
I want it to go over as fast as possible !
Because I suffered much in this 3 months ..
Well heck yeah .
3 months .
I'm so damn useless until someone can control my feelings and even my life !

All I can say is ..
Don't be stupid nor naive .
There's no forever in this world .
Forever is crap .
The WORLD is cruel !
The people on the earth as well .. ( Cruel ) .

But what can people do ?
Life must go on ..
We had no choice but to accept it bravely ..
Sighs ..

Thats all for today ..
Good Night bloggie ..
Good Night babes ..



I'm Casper ((: !