人。

做人，真的好难…
好多繁杂的琐事驱使着每个人所拥有的原本纯洁的灵魂去做了好多违背自己意愿的事情，那些所谓社会认为普罗大众都应该做的事情…

现实逼着我们，带上不同的面具，去应对不同类型的人类，不同的事情… 那是必要。做自己，说来容易，看似简单，可当每个人都很放松的做真正的自己的时候，那惨烈的画面，浮现在你脑海里了吗？

亲情，友情，爱情，这些都是人生的根本，尤其亲情。世界上几乎所有人类都是为了这些所谓人生的支点而活着，为了自己而活的，又有多少人？我们舍得放弃这些情，然后做自己，追梦想吗？

自由，谁都向往，像梦一样自由？我们都想… 偏偏这现实把好多好多的绳索栓住自由…由不得你说。

那活着的意义，又是为了什么？他正等待着被摸索… 也许要用一辈子，又也许会是下辈子，或者永远都不会有答案… 只能努力去生活，慢慢探索，人类存在的意义…

開始誠實地面對自己的人生

是說啊，二十都到了，是該好好地為自己的未來打算了嘛。遊戲，開始少玩了，做家務不會再埋怨了，對父母也開始慢慢的不頂撞了，總覺得，二十歲是個轉折點，好像什麼都該變一變似的。人越老，要想的事情就會越多，顧慮也頻頻來襲，甚至會有“做人真的很難！”的念頭出現，或者是“我真的老了嗎？”這五子的疑問出現在腦海裡。天哪，才活了哪區區的二十年，在那邊演什麼老人，吼吼 >.>.. 反正呢，覺得這幾年來，腦子清晰了很多，對於很多的回憶不再像小時候一樣那麼的容易變得模糊，現在是更懂得珍惜回憶的可貴，會多花點力氣去記住它，時不時從腦子裡搬出來想想，當作是助眠的其中一種方式。
寫博客的同時，翻了翻舊文看了看，哇靠，幼稚成那什麼樣子，但我不會刪掉，把這些幼稚的回憶和文字留著，才能感受到自己的成長。

Almost Lifeless x.x.

GUESS WHAT!?

I have nothing at all to write about myself nor ma life.
Or should I say, I have nothing interesting to write about? FML.

I want to live an interesting life :(.
ANEEEWAY, TODAY, FINALLY, I have some interesting 'events' to write about HAHA!

The first interesting thing that happened today is that it is the first time of me getting my hair dyed! In some sort of orange colour :B. Not really noticeable during night time unless under artificial lights. During daytime, the colour should show. I don't know, I must experience it tomorrow morning cause I just finished the dye-ing at 11pm. So yeah, STAY TUNED LOL! I'll have some pictures maybe. For my Instagram, Facebook and Blog. They must be very proud of me, just kidding. :x (They as in my I,F,B.)

The second one is OMG YAY, it's 14th of September, not my birthday or whatsoever but our SEMESTER RESULTS 'COMIN OUT FROM THE OVEN' DAYYYY. WOOHOO, I did not fail any of them instead getting only A and B grades. I wasn't expecting those after the exam but walaaaaa! I'm so happy about it :D. 3.1 CGPA, not very good but at least it's over 3.1. Thank goodness. I have one more subject waiting for me to resit. STRUCTURAL STUDIES. (Subject I hate the most, MATHS!)
TEARSS ;(, MUST GET BETTER IN THE NEXT SEMESTERR. WORK HARD!

By the way, LAZINESS yeah. I have to kinda throw that away.
PLEASE?! I'm beggin myself :(. PUHLEASE!!!

I have to kinda be like the CUTE baby boy in this picha,

'HUAITING'! :B. ( As in fighting in Korean accent :P, learned it from somewhere, kinda forgotten about it already. Either RunningMan or Counsellor show. ROFL)




GO CASPER GO!

人生的階段…

或許，我們希望人生它不分階段。但我們都知道，生活裡的一切都不會跟隨著我們所想的去流動。

對我而言，人生有很多個階段，但怎麼也離不開心和傷心。

是否會經常覺得開心的時間總是短暫的？而傷心的時間卻很難熬，很難過？

: Bluee :O?

: Dark clouds and Rainn :)).
P.S: I like the cold weather xD.

It has been raining for days..
The weather is soo uncertain..
Makes people sick in some way @.@.
Love the cold feeling neeway :D.

Things aren't really going well these days..
Sighs sighs..
It's like the weather x(, stops things to work like how it should..

18 days more until the end of the world? :O.
Whether it's real or not.
Life will still carry on.
Guess we'll just need to move on :).

Moving into a new hostel in this week.
I guess?
Everything will be fine! I believe :D.
Hehe, better environment.
Will be more quiet here..
Can concentrate on stuffs..
No more extra worries..

: I NEED TO FOCUSS!

GAMBATEH for the last few days before 2013 :D.
Time flies..
We needa fly as well LOL.
To chase the footsteps of the tickling time.
Although, we could never reach them..

Good night :)
A short blog post for today.
MUST CONTINUEE this blog from today onwards FOR THE SAKE OF MY BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES :)))!

PLEASE? CONTINUE.. I mean I must continue da bloggg.. -.-.
Blah.

; Casper Loh :).

:'), I will grow stronger.

I was embarrassed in the class during -Measurement ONE-.

I wasn't really happy on that day. Held my tears back and trying to act like nothing had happened.. I actually suffered.. Mentally.

Wasn't really awake at the moment when Teacher called out my name to answer the taking-off questions on the board in front of my classmates. I was shocked and couldn't react on those blurry questions.. She was teaching too fast on that morning :(. I couldn't even remember the timesing column she taught in the previous class....

And finally, I ended up raging Ms. Carlyn up. She said that she is so disappointed,  She said that I did not concentrate in her class. But Ms. Carlyn, I want to tell you that I really concentrated in your class. I don't know why I forgotten how to do the questions but I really really concentrated in your class. Can't you see it? I couldn't do anything on that time but smile in an awkward way.

Although I am facing the whiteboard.. But I can feel that the whole class is looking at my back. I was so embarrassed on that time :(. Nervous but finally completed the questions. I dare not look at any of my classmates when I walked back to my seat. I concentrated (Emo-ed) for 3 hours after the incident.. I don't know what to do.. I don't know what reaction which I should give.. I felt so stupid.. So dumb.. I almost cried but I held my tears back.. What would my classmates think about me?

I am a stupid student.. I can't even answer simple questions.. Simple Mathematical questions... Maybe its because I'm lazy or maybe unlucky. But I really don't like that kind of feeling :(. I was depressed and even thought of changing my course cause I'm not interested in Mathematics... Not even simple calculations.. I want to do things I like.. I want to take courses which involve things that I'm interested in..

Sad but acted like nothing actually happened throughout the day. I can tell no one but you bloggie.. :(. Sighs.. I don't want these things to happen on me anymore..

Think positive! I'm gonna 'suck' every single beautiful happenings to my life and I want a better life! I will change it no matter how.


 Depressed..

Unlucky day ? LOL.

Ahh :D . I'm back bloggie x) ! So.. I'll be updating a post for 2 days ago ( Monday ). I am accepted  to be in TARC college now as a student and 'enjoying' college life. I'm currently living in a hostel sharing with 12 people. 3 roommates and 9 housemates. Many fun and conflicts happened between. Its sometimes fun and somtimes annoying. That's just a kind of weird feeling. Sighs, many things happened in this 2 months after National service and I couldn't update everything.( An important one to update. I bang-ed into a toyota corolla and made my father pay 2k + for the repairing fees. :(. I drove when I  werr sleepy D: DANGEROUS AND LUCKILY No life are taken away. What a expensive and shocking experience x(. )

     Woke up 8.30a.m as usual for class today at 9.00am. I felt like sleeping more :@ !


     After Building Construction, the gang "checked in" to our hotel again :x. Ate 'reunion' breakfast together :P. Cuz we looked like a big family eating reunion 'breakfast' sitting at a round table enjoying food :x.


After the 'reunion breakfast, I planned to write my essay for AELE but too bad Niicky played the movie called ' The superhero movie' some sort of the parody of spiderman and some other super hero movies.


I laughed so hard xD. But I finally finish it off also during a break after building construction tutorial. 


I LOVE ENGLISH <3. Class finally ended at 5pm.


Went home and watched a Thai movie. It's about a girl who was not pretty and she changed a lot and became a pretty girl afterwards because of a senior in her school.
I love it.





After that movie, housemates and I planned to play badminton. It started at 9 but we went there early. We played like crazy. I like the feeling of exercising.. Maybe it's because I haven't exercise for a long time already. I use all of my energy to play and I got so exhausted. 


We decided to go to McDonald for supper but unfortunately, I bang-ed again into a red Toyota Estima.. I drove through a red light and bang-ed in to the car while I reverse luckily nothing serious happened. Everything were settled peacefully. Panic panic panic D:<. I don't one the toyota corolla incident to happen anymore. Why am I always banging in to toyota ._.. Wonder wonder wonder.


     We thought everything would be fine after that but again.. McDonalds at sunrise is closing at 12 although 24 hours is written there. We didn't notice what happen and Chien Ping suggested us to go to Green Lane McDonalds. I complained that that will be very far away but we went there anway. Melvyn drove there xD. I need to recover from my panic. 
     
     And what the hell.. When we reach, we saw a few groups of people leaving McDonalds and we felt something wrong. We parked and went to see whats actually happening. We saw a notice pasted on the front door stating that all of the McDonalds even 24 hours ones will be closed at 12midnight. We were very disappointed.. McDonalds is clearing something I guess.. We come this far and get this kind of shit ._.. We finally ate our supper in a Malay shop selling all kinds of food. Many of us ate Nasi Pattaya and only one of our girl housemate at normal fried rice. The food was okay and the Milo was great.


Enjoyed xD.
We reached home at about 1.30a.m after dropping Zhi Ren back to his hostel. Me and my roommates felt so tired and we even slept on the floor. We bathed and slept.

I enjoyed this wonderful day :).

Hehe, Good night peeps.
I will continue this blog after today!
Tatas.

4th of April , Late at night . FUTURE PLANS .

Hello to my lovely blog LOL .

It's been a long time since I blogged .
Well , I'm lazy and I almost forgotten about my blog .
This is so so so so so bad of me :( .

OKAY , straight to the point .
It's 2012 now and I'm soon starting my college life ..
Which means ..
No more uniforms , no more ( short hairs as in following the school rule's short hair . )
No more ' Ketat ' rules !
But this is not the reason why I don't choose form 6 and go for TARC .
I mean .. Seriously no way right ..
Deciding my future with this ?

Besides , I've already got over PLKN a.k.a National Service .
From 1st of January to 16th of April . A total of 77 days I suppose .
It was quite a fun experience and of course I kept good memories from there in my head :D .
Although I didn't want AT ALL to go there at first when I receive the message that I'm chosen ~.~ .
/ - \ . I managed to get over all this and the most proud thing of me in PLKN is I didn't even get a MC from the doctor before xD .
I enjoyed Flying fox , kembara halangan and the so called ' Tali Tinggi ' and ' Kayak ' .
But I HATE WIRA JAYA , which we need to go into the jungle and actually stay inside .
But we didn't anyway :D . Thanks to the rain and my 'Komandan' :x .

Okay back to the point .
I'm taking a Technology course in TARC about Quantity Surveying .
Well , the adults said that it's a good course ..
I asked opinions from my cousin that took buildings as a course few years back .
I felt it's quite a good course to take ..
Although the things that I'm gonna study will consist of the subject that I hate the most in school .
MATHS .
But it's only using basic maths .. As in Plus , minus , times and divide .
Not modern maths / Additional maths ..
So it okay for me :x .
I've registered and now waiting for the offer .
The guy who 'served' me told me that it'll arrive 1/2 weeks later .
I've thought of taking Mass Communication / Business Administrations ..
But after listening to people's comments , opinions OR advice ..
I decided to take Quantity Surveying .
God helped me too xD .

SO ....
I'm gonna throw away my laziness and start a seriously new and meaningful life .
Set targets and work hard to achieve them .
I believe in myself .
YOU CAN DO IT !
More and more fresh things are coming into my life and my brain ..
The process of turning into an adult ..
I need to face so many problems that sometimes I really felt my head is bursting ..
:( .
I really want time to go back , but I know this is impossible ..
Face the reality ..
I've got a long journey to go ..
Which means ..
I have no choice but to look forward ..

And and and , something which is not that important .
I changed my name for the last and ever .
My aunt taught me how to count my name in an Indian way . ( Forgotten what is it called . )
So .. This would be last and that's all for today , Good Night :) .

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29th of September . - Car Test Day -

It's been like a week after the trial exam .

So far , I'm only satisfied with my English paper .

Sighs .
The moment of getting back our own results is super duperly scarrie .
For now , I only hope that I can get myself out from the school safely with the graduation certificate .
Pray pray pray pray pray .

By the way ..
I don't really like the way of my friends comparing the results of the exam although I know that it's only some sort of joking way in between us .
It's just ...
Kinda uncomfortable for some reason ..

ANYWAY .
My car test day !!
It's tomorrow , the 29th of Sept !
Hmm ..
I'm seriously nervous now at 10.29 pm ..
Must do well in tomorrow's test .
Getting myself to bed now to make sure that I can focus well .
Good luck to myself !

And Good Night Peeps . :) .

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- Ma Life :') ?

Guess I'ma start my new life uhh ? :') .

Gambateh AloySama ! :@ .

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感 触 ♥ 梦 幻 篇 ..

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像是个无人无物的沙漠里 ..
吹着沙风走着 ..
不知不觉 ..
已走到了沙漠边界的一座树林里 ..
( 沙漠里有树林么 ? 不懂 ... 梦是这样发的 . )

树林里弥漫着淡淡的花香 ..
周围高大的数目一瞬间变成了一堆堆的花草 ..
一个清澈的小池在烟雾中慢慢显现 ..
而你 ..
就站在另一端 ..

望着你的脸 ..
再看看我们的距离 ..
原来 ..
我们的之间的距离 已有那么的远 ..

池水并不深 ..
几朵莲花在池水上悠哉的躺着 ..
我小心的向你走去 ..
涟漪在脚底下慢慢散开 ..
眼看你已在退步 ..
我赶紧冲往你的方向 ,
鞋底的水花散乱的溅开 ..

我抓着你的手 ..
不想让我们的距离继续扩大 ..
紧抱着你 ..
冰冷的心 ..
渐渐暖和了起来 ..

可你却把我推开 ..
试着想要离开 ..
我紧拉着你的手 ..
不想放你走 ..
' 我不想要你离开我 .. '
心里默念着 ..

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想开口对你说 ..

却再怎么努力都说不出半句话来 ..
而你 ..
只是冷冷的望着我 ..
不告诉我任何原因 ..
我想知道的答案 ..
在哪里 ?

我不想放手 ..
时间就停留在我紧握你的手的时刻 ..
看似花园的树林里的一切 ..
也在此停顿了下来 ..
慢慢散开着的涟漪也不例外 ..

' 放手吧 .. 放手吧 .. '
这让人心痛的话 ..
一直在耳边响着 ..

惊醒了 ..
屋外下着大雨 ..
这个夜晚 ..
显得特别凄凉 ..

辗转难眠的我在床上翻滚着 ..
深思着还未上演完的梦 ..
猜想着梦的结果 ..

【 P . S : 我 .. 不 想 放 弃 你 .. 真 的 不 想 .. 】

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- 不 知 道 该 怎 么 办 的 我 -

心 情 : 不 错 .

我常在想 ， 如果有那天我没主动找你 ..

你会不会主动来找我 ?
我不敢试 ..
因为我怕我会失望 ..

面对你 ..
我变得好没安全感 ..
你在忙着做自己东西的时候 ..

我的头脑会不受控制的一直想着你 ..
担心你会和某些人太亲密 ..
担心他们会把你从我身边抢走 ..
担心你不再理我 ..

我离谱到会打电话检查你有没有跟别人讲电话聊天 ..
一直问你在干嘛 ..

我好过分很幼稚对吧 ?
唉 ..

原谅我不能控制自己 ..
总会因为你而担心这个担心那个 ..
有时甚至会担心得失眠 ..
尤其是你生病的时候 , 不开心 , 难过的时候 ..

有时候 ..
我还会问自己 ..
为什么会被那么一个人控制着 ..
不能自拔 ..
还有越陷越深的迹象 ..

我该怎么办 ?

又是一个没有解答的问题 ..

【P.S : 我 还 在 等 你 , 你 知 道 么 ? 】

- 完

- 9 / 5 / 2011 - 日记本 - 星期一晚上 -

- 累了

心 情 : Depressed & Tired .

老实说 ,
我累了 ..
真的累了 ..
真的真 的累了 ..
真的真的真的累了 ..
真的真的真的真的累了 ..
我到底还能撑多久 ?

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【 P.S : 卢 俊 锦 , 你 要 坚 持 .. 不 可 以 轻 易 放 弃 .. ! Gambateh ! 】

-♥♥ 9 / 5 / 2011 . * Mickey 雨蛙 .

- 晴 天 娃 娃 的 悲 , 有 谁 看 到 ??

心 情 : 半 阴 半 晴 ..

晴 天 娃 娃 的 悲 , 有 谁 看 到 ?

♥ ..

【P.S总是在你面前开开心心的人 .. TA 是真正的开心么 ? 还是想掩饰些什么 ?】

- ♥ 8/5/2011 .

- 今天的心情

心 情 : 阴 天 .

今天的你 , 出去玩了整天 ..
想你 , 但不想打扰你 ..
好无奈 ...

我生病了 ..
还好 ..
现在好多了 ..
早上你对我关心 ..
虽然是生气的口气 ..
但真的让我感觉很温暖 ..
谢谢你 ..
让我开心了一下子 .. :)

今天也问了你关于和一个人恋爱中的事情 ..
你说只是玩玩而已 ..
我不懂是真是假 ..
只能选择相信 ..
因为你有权利选择告诉我事实与否 ..

我的心一直揪着 ..
我好想知道 ..
你到底在想什么 ..
我好想要你面对 ..
不想要你逃避 ..

- 完 .

P.S 【 我 爱 你 ♥ .. 】

- ♥ 7/5/2011 .

- It's holiday again > < .

-

Well ..
It has really been a long time since I updated my blog ..

It's all because of laziness .

Hmm ..

It's time to start the main topic :D .

This few months of ma life were so damn unsteady and horrible .
First time experiencing these ..

Which I really don't like it .

So .. I don't think i'm gonna talk about it .

Let it pass .

Let it fade away ..

Really far away from my memories ..

Maybe ..

I'll start my new life very soon .

Which would be very very hard for me ..

But ..

I have no choice but to do so ..

I don't have anyone along to support me ..

So .. I would have to walk over it myself ..

Or perhaps .. Run over it ..

I want it to go over as fast as possible !

Because I suffered much in this 3 months ..

Well heck yeah .

3 months .

I'm so damn useless until someone can control my feelings and even my life !

All I can say is ..

Don't be stupid nor naive .

There's no forever in this world .

Forever is crap .

The WORLD is cruel !

The people on the earth as well .. ( Cruel ) .

But what can people do ?
Life must go on ..

We had no choice but to accept it bravely ..

Sighs ..

Thats all for today ..

Good Night bloggie ..

Good Night babes ..

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- Time to update my bloggie . 【 HOLIDAY 】

It's HOLIDAY !

Somehow , people are happy when it's holiday O_O .

For me :X .

I love holiday too XD .

But that's the past .

I hate holidays since last year .

Why ?

BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO IN HOLIDAYS ......

BORED of MAPLE / BORED of GENTING HIGHLANDS / BORED of STAYING AT HOME DOING NOTHING .

The best thing of holiday is ...

Don't need to wake up early for school XD .

I still like [ Level decreased from Love to like x) ] holidays ..

Becuz we are away from stresses ..

School homeworks ...

And all sort of problems @.@ .

Lazy and relaxing holiday I'm having now (: .

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♥ 我 们 的 重 要 日 子 ♥

- ♥ 7/9/2010 ♥ -

- ♥ 18/9/2010 ♥ -

我 和 你 的 在 一 起 的 第 一 天 (: .

希 望 我 们 能 永 远 在 一 起 ..

永 远 都 不 用 分 开 ..

还 是 那 么 俗 气 的 句 子 ..

不 过 , 这 不 是 最 基 本 的 吗 ? (: !

♥ 我 爱 你 哦 ♥

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因为爱你 , 所以沉默 , 因为爱你 , 所以我不在意 .. 也因为爱你 , 所以我愿意 ..

有一次晚上 ...
我家青蛙答应了我 ~
隔天下午要打给我 ~
我那时真的好开心好开心 ^^
虽然过后信息到一半 ..
你睡着了 ..
我还是一样很兴奋 > <
因为 ..
好久没听到你的声音了 ..
开心得睡不着觉 ..

隔天 ,
一直期待期待 ..
在学校不停地想你 ..
一直期待的想要回家 > < .
到家后 ..
开心的信息你 ..
聊了一下 ..
你突然说要出去买东西 ..
就 ..
好吧 > < ..
等一下下 ..

回来以后呢 ..
你又说 ..
要跟朋友去剪头发 ..
只好又在等了 ..
不知过了多久 ..
(等你的时间感觉上都是很久的 @.@ .. )
等不及了 ..
就信息你 ..
你却说 ..
下雨了 ..
不去了 ..
之间的时间那么久 ..
你到底干了什么呢 ..
过后你又说 ..
雨停了 , 可以去了 ..
还骑摩托呢 ..
【P.S : 刚下完雨 ，地上很滑 .. 一直祈祷 .. 祈祷你没事 ..】

过了两三个小时 ..
你都没信息我 ..
好担心好担心 - -
会不会怎么了 ..
就又急得信息你了 ..
你却说 ..
"我在夜市" ..
我我我 ..
怎么都不知道 .. :'( ..
至少该报个平安嘛 ... > < ...
臭青蛙 > < ..

那也算了 ..
我又继续等咯 ..
等到10点多 ..
你终于到家了 ..
信息了一下下 ..
打电话的事情 ..
你提都没提 ..

我想对你耍脾气 ..
伤心 ..
可当看见你传来的信息后 ..
我就做不到了 ..
虽然只是普普通通的聊天信息 ..
我也很开心 (:
很幸福 ..

我最终选择保持沉默 ..
什么都没说 ..
【P.S : 其实 .. 我真的有点低落 ..
一天的等待和期待 .. 全都泡汤了 .. 】

10.48pm ..
你又不小心睡着了 ..
只陪了我半个小时 ..
我也没关系 ..
因为我知道 ..
你也不想的 ..
对不对 ? (:
我自己也搞不清楚了 ..

找哥哥诉苦去 ..
不久就睡着了 ..

又隔天 ..
像往常一样 ..
我们又信息了 ..
你不知怎么 ..
突然说 "你不觉得我们感情淡了吗 ? "
我看到这封信息时 ..
眼眶泛泪 ..
你都在忙啊 :'( .
我要找到你都难 ..
'还有我的电话呢 :'( ..'

我忍不住 ..
就说了昨天的事情出来 ..
( 好激动 > < )
你道了歉 ..
我也原谅了你 ..
嘴巴上是说: 我明白的 ,我了解的 ..
其实 ..
呵呵 > < ..

可能我们 ..
真的没有通电话的缘分吧 ..
那么多次的机会 ..
全都错失了 ..
等了那么久的电话 > < ..
还是等不到 ..
到了星期六下午 ..
大家都不在家 ..

你呢 ..
却得去婆婆家 ..
想要偷偷回家 ..
要打给我 ..
却还被抓到 ..
对不起 ..
害了你 ..
(电话又再次泡汤了 > < ..）

都算了 ~
我不计较 ^^

到了晚上 ..
你上了线 ..
你说 ..
同学开始问东问西了 ..
我为了不让你辛苦/受委屈 ..
我决定把匿名给换了 ~
连这样一的小小东西 ..
也留不住了 ..
(你知道我的心情吗 ? > < ..)

不过 ..
我没关系 ..
也没怪你 ..
你有你的苦衷 (: ..

因为爱你 , 所我以沉默 ..
因为爱你 , 所以我都不在意 ..
也因为爱你 , 所以我愿意这样做 ..

只求你在我身边陪我 ..
我就满足了 (: .
真的满足了 ..
我爱你 !

这篇东西 ..
我不想给你看到 ..
却又想给你看到 ..
你看得到与否 ..
就随天意吧 ..
((: ..

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对不起 ..

最近都好不顺哦 ..
好对事情发生 ..
分了 ..
就什么样子都出来了 ..
放心 ..
我不会去理那么多 - - ..
伤身 ..
过主啦 ~
碍眼 ..

昨天晚上 ..
说错了话 ..
[P.S : 还不是那只害人精害的 ..]
对不起 ..
我没顾你的感受 ..
其实 ..
昨晚 ..
我想了很多 ..
我自卑
因为我自己不够好 ...
唉唉 ..
算了啦 ..
不说了 .. (: .
都过了 ..
我答应你 ..
以后 ..
都不会再这样子 ..
好吗 ? ..
对不起 ..


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